Sick And Tired Of Being Sick And Tired

Today I’m on day four in bed. I’m feeling better, but skeptical since yesterday I was feeling better, then passed out a few blocks from my house. Oops! It’s been off and on for a few weeks now. Leaving work early, canceling plans and just staying in bed sleeping. I haven’t been able to eat much, resulting in an 8lbs weightloss. Feeling weak. Hopefully this sickness is finally over. I ventured out of the house to get a bagel today with success, and I haven’t been feeling the need to sleep all day. I’m tired of hanging out in bed and watching crap on television. SO BORED! I wanna be at work, I wanna hang out with my friends, and I want to have energy again! I missed halloween and I’m super bummed about it. I slept right through it. This sickness came at a terrible time. I’m now in debt because I’ve missed so much work, and I’m stressing about it. All I can do though is think positive, try and get healthy, and work my butt off to get myself out of it. Things could be worse though. So many people are getting the swine flu, some actually not surviving it :( I’m thankful to my friends who’ve done all they can to make me feel better, and put up with my complaining about being sick haha! I’m gonna try not to be such a negative nancy from now on, and get back to a healthy and happy me! I hope everyone else is doing well. Make sure you take care of yourself, and take care of each other :)